Left in the Dark

I think you said it best when you said I Love to be Loved. But more importantly, I love to be loved by you. I crave your attention, I desire to be the center of your world. Without it, I am blank. I am lost in my own mind, searching for a reason why I can not live without you. All logic points, to the exit, to walk away and say goodbye. But my heart is bleeding tears into the void, that I call myself. I am slowly being sucked into the darkness. Flipped inside out into my own personal hell. Is this real? Or am I dead and don't realize it? Will I forever be cycled into this false reality? Being given your love, just for you to take it away from me over and over again... A dream where I find myself face to face with you, perfect happiness and feelings of safety. But you turn and start to walk away, my feet are stuck in place, and no sound can escape my mouth. I scream inside but you never turn and look back at me. But it is not a dream. I am here screaming out to you, begging you to stop, and stay with me, but you will not stay. Now I am left here alone, with no shadow, no light to guide my way, just darkness.